eBay.

It's where I sell stuff,

and it gives me good reason to take awesome pictures.

Strength.

I don't even know what I need.
I don't know what anything is any more.
I can't rock the boat,
because she's made of glass.

I want something to love,
I want to know what to love.
I need magnetism.
I need that....craving.

Too often,
I just skim the surface.
I want to swim beneath, it its depths,
but only when it ceases to be black.

Pull me beneath,
show me the way;
we both try,
and yet we both fail.

Can we be helped?
I don't know.
Can we be stopped?



....I don't think so.

For One Million Years.

I will wonder
what would have been.
How it would have worked,
how things could have been.


Jesus Christ, 
just get out of my head.
Stay out of my dreams.
You told me what you want.
Your presence
hurts the people around me.


Let me go!
I have to go!